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Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Maybe its not the bubble tea.. maybe its the stress...

I laid awake the whole night.
Which is so so unusual for a pig like me...
I keep having many many thoughts.. But not the sleepy thoughts.

So I on my phone, watch the time tick (minutes by minutes) but still no sign of shut-your-eyes signal. I'm tired from the day's work but the brain just doesnt want to rest..

Then, I'm so afraid to wake my family up so i laid still on bed. Started to scroll the phone list. Feels like calling a friend to chat (hoping that I can chat till I sleep) but then I look at the time again. 2am. Who in the right mind would want to chat with me? But still I keep scrolling.. Name by Name.. until your name.

The last time I cant sleep was because I cried too much and was so afraid that if I slept in that half crying half sleeping state, my eyes may swell the next day so I laid awake. Now, I also dont know why I cant sleep.

Gosh~ Somehow I think I cui today. Cant pay attention, cant talk during presentation.
This blog just has all the sad things that happen in my life. Hahas.
Shall sleep early today~

in the lost&found box .. 6:57 pm