Tuesday, July 01, 2008
I really hated deadlines.
It just cause you to have unnecessary tension and stress.
Why the bad mood?
All due to this pressurizing deadline.
When home late yesterday. 11pm
All due to this deadline nonsense.
No time. Not enough time to complete the project.
The stress is building up.
I spent the morning doing nothing, 'stealing' people's psp to play, all beacuse the reaction was not running well.
It took so many days to react and still not complete. No choice, time's running out. So the only thing to do is to continue the next step with this half-done reaction.
Only till after dinner then I started work. Column.
1 hour, 2 hours, 3 hours..... 5 hours.
Expected half-done product still not out yet. Yet is 11pm. Have to go home no matter how. Too late.
Phoned my dad to pick me up. Yea. Pulau NTU is damn quiet and spooky. And it rained when he reached. Drench.
So freezing cold. Its just NTU and nearby places that is raining. So after the highway, the rain stop and the wind is so hurting. It just drained the last of my energy and warmth.
See, this is where all my stress comes from.
Plus many bits of unlucky-ness.
These all sums up the bad bad days of wanyi.
*SCREAMS
in the lost&found box .. 7:51 am
